02/24/2025
mondays am i right... i want to kiss. instead i will sleep. i will dream about kisses. maybe that will manifest them. come to me kisses!
02/20/2025
imagine not being attatched to your phone...i would say technology as a whole but thats asking for to much in this day and age. we are in the future after all... i see the chance for a challenge here. no social media! for a week? we shall see. wish me luck.
(good luck julie!!)
02/20/2025
one door closes and an old one creeks back open to check in on you... they heard what was behind that other door... they're just checking in on you. because people can care about you. because your emotions are not annoying. because your emotions may be alot to handle but you don't deserve to be treated like that. thank you old door. for checking in.
02/19/2025
i want to crash out. i want to scream. ahhhhhhhh. i want to do something reckless. and i have. reckless for me. but i want more. i want to be a messy. but i dont think i can go there anymore. the body is to weak. my friends... they are responsible. its not the same. dont get me wrong i am forever greatful... but i wanna go crazy... this is my crash out. hello welcome. im being wild. today on 2/19/2025 @ 8:15pm. Ive met a new friend. I have plans to meet more. some will be more. some will be less? who knows! hold on to your boots! (i also want it noted that this is the 3rd day of my ever-so-perdictable period. very heavy. very much nausea. very much uncomfortable. this is for medical purposes)
(friend of a friend fist)
02/19/2025
i think its time to restructure. my daily needs have shifted. thats how things go. life requires flexability. i require a flexable structure:
Social Sunday
Quiet Monday
Messy Tuesday
Work Wednesday
Power-thru Thursday
Structured Friday
Solo / Structured Saturday
02/19/2025
whats on my mind: i love love love my friends! i love my community. ive made so many new friends! i want to write all their names down so i dont forget. but i must remember to check in on my friends. my close friends. my inner circle. i wanna make a list of them too. i dont want to forget anyone.
02/19/2025
i want someone to watch duck butter with.
02/18/2025
the ideal evening. us perseving each other. noticing each other noticing. perceiving and being perceived. identifying paterns and following them. when you said it out loud it felt so right so instantly. i want to be perceived. i want to be noticed. read into my paterns. i want to be read and analyzed. that is my love language. i didnt know it till you said it out loud. insantly i knew. read me like a book.
(patters)
02/17/2025
a reflection on seattle: seattle has alot of outdoor seating and not enough coverings. in a rainy city like this it just makes no sense. all these seats for nothing! unless you dont mind a wet butt... which i do. still a very lovely city. i almost dont mind the rain. maybe if i had a shaved head i wouldnt mind the wet as much. something to consider for next time.
02/10/2025
i was able to enjoy a box of valentine's day themed mini cupcakes over the last two days. feels very decadent. guit meter was at 25% but my sweet-tooth won this round. as i type this i am enjoyin the last mini cupcake. cheers!
02/06/2025
today is the third day in the row that i've watched the wicked movie via tiktok live. i've been waiting for this moment since i heard about it's release. thank you tiktok. the working class thanks you.
02/05/2025
yesturday i saw a hawk with his pray. today i saw two coyotes tour the USC HSC. something seems to be in the air. maybe nature is healing.
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